start this Day with thoughts... thoughts thoughts thoughts... i was thinking about my friends and stuffs... like how am i going to spend time with both of my BEST friends, what am i going to do in these 5 solid months... then thinking about Twilight's Edward Cullen's expressions, then thinking about Lucas Grabeel from High School Musical (people were thinking how weird am i not to think about Zac)...
then as usual, i woke up at 11 in the morning, i am not a girl, waking up that late... then as usual, i brushed my teeth and washed my face, took a cup of water from dry kitchen and switch on my PC to search on Ayumi Hamasaki of course... then lunch... fried rice...
then at about 2, Louise called me out because she wanted to shop for her National Service thing with Vivianne... sure i'll follow because i only have 2 more days in Kuantan with them... so i have to appreciate today although it's hard not to...
we went Parkson Ria, GREEN Point and some other places to shop... i at least drank a cup of coffee to bring up my Day... it was fun although i was carrying stuffs for them... it was fun, really...
then we went Kuantan Parade... Louise kept on ask whether i'll get scolded or not if i go home late... i said that they wont find a reason to scold me starting from 24th of December because staying at home for like months is like grounded for Life... so i started walking with them all evening and even, i made them late because i went buying cheesy wedges for my sister... since she was craving for it...
then i went home, as usual... i bathed and waited for dinner... at dinner, i asked my father whether i can go out for lunch or dinner or even hang out for like whole day with my friends... he said NO, if i want to hang, hang at home, not out... so i was thinking, it was not really fir to my friends, they are leaving but they are those who comes to my house to visit me? that doesn't really make sense...
then i was blasting my ears with JJ's new songs because it was nice blasting... then father called me down for long lecture time... he started shouting and say 'FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FAMILY? YOU KNOW THIS WORLD IS GETTING SO TENSED AND YOU ARE OUTSIDE HANGING OUT? OPEN MOUTH "FRIENDS" CLOSE MOUTH "FRIENDS" AGAIN... so? i have my luck to have friends like them... i don't even want to understand about economy because it makes me so, yucks... he started banging the chair to show me how much power he STILL have in this family... i was thinking, it's okay... there's more outside to make me feel better... like getting out of my Life and create a new one to live in... it's better out than in...
it's hard to study things that you don't like but you have to take it for another century... like History, i've been suffering from it for like so many years and now, i have to take it again... Jesus Christ...
then he was saying, your friends call you to do drugs, you go do la? oh FYI dad, if you said that, you don't know much about me, not single one of my facts... you don't know how much i hate drugs and tobacco... no one can force me to take drugs, even the holy God... no one can ever force me to do drugs... you don't even know me and you started to make conclusion out of me... i only want to spend 2 more Days with my friends but your fat ass scissors cut off my freedom... thanks for taking me for granted... i'm not yours... i'm my own and my pride and my dignity... i'm mine... not yours... just now my mother said somethine worst 'GOH asked you to go die, you die la?'
well, i dare say, if my friends understand me, i'll do anything that they asked for but i'll do nothing that's against my Will... i'd say the truth but you were babbling all around... i hate it... not even one of my family members understand me, so now vivianne, i think i'd take that 'I love my family' out of my list... i am not anymore... i am not... even my sister... i dont love her anymore...
Decode by Paramore was much better listened when you are at your worst mood ever... i mean when you think of Edward Cullen's look, you'd smile...
now i have to face my dull Life without my friends... Au Revoir my friends, Au Revoir my freedom...
i'd die for my friends... only friends who are close to my heart... we are the VLC!
VLC - Vivianne Louise and Chloe
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