Date : 28th of July 2008
Time : 22.24
Weather : Black Hole
Mood : Angry + Sad + Regret + GUILTY
I am talking about my last year trip... It was a miracle when dad said yes and i could go... Packing stuffs for the trip was the BEST thing ever... I get to do things that my family don't do, like stay up real late at night, talking with friends by chewing up snacks and drinking hot chocolate, the flu that i was suffering was worth it... Oh yeah, i get to sit on a roller coaster... But not the Superman thing... I get to walk by myself, buy stuffs but with limits and i was run off cash... no more goods and foods...
I didn't really enjoy last year's Journey, where i was separated by a wall... the wall was cut in between me and my friends... That was the first... Well, that's the point, i couldn't sleep with Goh because Goh volunteered to be with Yijing and i couldn't sleep with Vivianne because it was her last memory with Huimin... I didn't have a CHOICE to choose who to sleep with... Two of them were close to me so i chose them but without a success... It was a PAIN... you got HOPE, you got PAIN...
Second thing, let me see... Got scolded by my eldest brother by not asking more cash from dad... 150 for 4 days? you've got to be joking... Well, i made it back with 10 dollars cash...
The first day was a total PAIN, where we were in Malacca and I was alone then... I can remember the faces of friends back there... Miserable because of the Lame visit to the ruins of Malacca... At night, we went to the Mall in Malacca, if not mistaken it was named Mahkota Parade... Where we were walking together... Suddenly i was thrown back with Vivianne and Huimin... Well, i was just walking back there because you know... walking in between a couple isn't a wise choice... So i pretended i was invisible back there... Well, they didn't even know that i was existed... Maybe i was too quiet back there...
Back to the Hotel room, those whole bunch of freaks, guys i meant, kept on knocking our door... Isn't polite there because we were trying to sleep
Second day, Time Square and Sungei Wang... The BEST BEST thing was, i get to see Bosco... The so far most handsome actor from TVB... other than that, i didn't enjoy a thing... I hated it when they kept on separated and calls don't work to get us back together...
I put my hopes high enough that night to stay real late up that night to talk with my friends in a trip... i mean HELLO? they planned that they would buy snacks and we can eat-chatting through the night without parents nagging... I mean, this was a good chance... WHERE WE SLIPPED IT THROUGH OUR HANDS... just like sands... we missed it because Vivianne and Huimin said they were tired... Yijing was having a flu... Okay never mind about it... We still have another night...
Third day, woke them up to get to Genting... Was it then, the BEST part, sitting on the roller coaster, hands down... I enjoyed that really... Where you can forget everything to enjoy the wind... I hated it when we were waiting like maniacs at the hall there... So here's the story...
Cik Tai, the one who organized this dumb trip, asked us to gather at the cable car at 8... We were late then... As we were rushing to the cable, Vivianne suddenly said wanted to play something... Goh and I were furious waiting for them so we went to the gallery of Lim Goh Tong... We went downstairs again to continue waiting... So i called Pong i asked where they were, THEY SAID THEY WERE AT THE CABLE CAR... that was the second thing i didn't like... you should've told us that you reached there, not letting us waiting there... I didn't mean to be angry but i let myself down...
So we went back to our hotel room again... And yet again dilemma repeated... But Goh manage to get over to our room and sleep...
Sunway... waterpark... where we should enjoy ourselves... 4 days 3 nights trip gone with a blink of eyes... Where people passing by were in slow motion... I hated this trip...
2008, the most happening year... Goh said she will make things right this year and i insisted her that I SHOULD not be left out this year... I did it last year and i didn'r want the History to be repeated again... Well, it's getting worst, where my FATHER didn't let me join it... So no HOPE...
Chloe, say goodbye to day dreaming... Lets face it man... If you didn't enjoy and appreciate it last year, you'll never get one this year... 该死的可乐儿...
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Date : 25th of July 2008
Time : 18.10
Weather : nice weather, no sun no clouds
Mood : HAPPY
It was a short dream where it woke me up with a smile...
Um... shall we start now?
It was a bright sunny day, and Goh, as usual, asked me out for a ride on her bike... Without Viv, we went along to the Taman Gelora area... After the ride, i was going to turn right and i quickly recognized the familiar handsome bike and someone handsome was riding on it... It was him... I was panic of course and i crashed into him... I fell down and he fell down too... Well, when we crashed, my hand was squeezed between his bike and mine so i got an injured hand... He immediately stood up and took my hands as he saw me in hurt... And he grabbed my hands (oh my GOSH!!) and rubbed it to ease the pain... I was looking at him blushing and smiling... I didn't know what to do... Without a sign of worry ( because his worried face makes me worried too), he smiled at me and i couldn't forget that smile... And we sat on that road, talking till the sun sets...
oh so romantic...
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Time : 21.23
Weather : blackout
Mood : Frightened
Yep, this is the Joker from The Dark Knight... Played by the Late Heath Ledger... It's hard to find out that the so-talented actor like him died like that... Let's flash back shall we?
It was 23rd of January, Wednesday if not mistaken... The first thing after i got back from school i'll search for my phone under my blanket first... Seldom that it showed the (new message) thing and i straight away flipped my phone open... as you see, i love the letter symbol... i love to receive messages... Erm, it was from my sister and she said, (i still remember them because those words kept ringing in my mind) shan, Heath Ledger die liao ar!... I was like, oh my gosh... I've just developed the Love towards him, i loved him since he was in the '10 thingsi hate about you' where he smiles so gentlemanly... i fell in love with his smile... which was sweet... so i was like immediately surfed on the net and clicked on wikipedia and he indeed was dead on 22nd of January... So, all that we can do is to pay respect to the Late Heath Ledger...
I went to the movies with Goh Goh... and i was like so excited to be in the cinema... Joker was the point of watching the movie... He was indeed a maniac and i Loved it when he game the name card to people (the joker card in the poker deck)... Then i didn't like the smile on the Joker's face.... I mean it was Heath's smile, but then... I love Heath's smile better... I miss his smile like i miss mine... I was like so hurt to see the Late actor, so talented in the movie but yet, so invisible in reality... What a waste when god decided to take things good from Earth... He took the risk to success in this movie and he did it, but the risk took the better off him... It's just not fair... I'm sorry Heath Ledger, i swear... I'll listen to Hanz Zimmer to pay you a tribute... I'll pray every night, to let you rest in peace and god knows where you are
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Date : 19th of July 2008
Time : 12.52
Weather : sunless Windy
Mood : Mirrorclely HAPPY
Amazingly, Wonderfully and I'm excited about it... I finally found Sugie 潘嗣敬 blog PAGE!!!... i'm happy about it... aiKs... it's not bad you know, and you get to find their Life's interesting!
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Time : 23.24
Weather : dark
Mood : Mirrorclely HAPPY
Well, well, well.... the third time i'm on Mirrocle World again... Well, it seems like i can't wait to announce the good news to people out there...
Huimin is okay with me and i said sorry to Huimin... well, thanks oh tian ming...
chloe wrote:
Well, actually its my fault for being angry with you... But the F word came out from your mouth really made me angry. It took me one whole day to think, was it me made you said that word or the drawing...I didn't really trust that you were scolding that drawing. Last but not least, i'm sorry
Huimin wrote:
Em.act im jz scolding d drawing lar.nt scold u lo.i noe u dun like d word i say ler.gome 2.cz i nvr control my pi qo ler.so u nw stil angry?
chloe wrote:
I was, but i'm not... I love you my bro... I just can't stand the cold war we are having... It was like a major quarrel for me... It was hard you know? So i just forget everything happened today and be happy... Hehe
Huimin wrote:
Ok.yo.sori.jz nw i kip cool lkdt oso.i thk jz gv u tis 2days.sat sun cool down.me stupid ya?u noe wot i thk jz now?sumtm v wil cold war jz cz v k each other 2mch
chloe wrote:
Haha... what i think was quarrelling is we love each other...like i love you as my bro...haha... hugs hugs...
Huimin wrote:
En.ok.u rili nth den ok ler.im stil wondering u wil nt goin to choi me liao
chloe wrote:
Haha...yeah yeah... you too... and i don't want to lose a best friend like you... hehe
And i called that showbiz...
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Time : 19.21
Weather : cloudless forget-me-not BLUE
Mood : HOPE and PAIN
Why did i name this title as BLACK and WHITE? it's because something good happened today and something bad happened today... I'll tell you what's good first so it won't ruin your appetite, my DEAR...
Um, i was planning to shop with Goh for her graduation night dinner dress... the theme is mystery stranger and it's semi-formal... Glad it is not formal or else it's taking our Lives away... As we were searching from up to down, from left to right, we got nothing... I was imagining Goh in the vest which it's trendy nowadays, It looks cute on her... We tried them on and it looked amazing on her... because of her boobs, they made her even nicer... So i persuaded her to think about it...
So it was total failure and we decided to sit down for a drink... Starbucks popped into our mind as we heard that they were closing, worldwide because of the mixing recipes... So we went there, the East Coast one... As usual, i ordered Chocolate Cream without Whipped Cream, and the cashier named Azri, was confused but smiling sweetly at us... Well, his smile, too, caught my eyes and Goh said he is quite handsome... I totally agreed because for a Malay like him, he is too handsome... I took my order and we were waiting for Goh's Frappuccino... We waited and waited and the Azri guy came and said that he was sorry because it made us wait for like 5 minutes or so... So we were like laughing like hell to match our feelings... He is really really handsome... I haven't seen Goh so happy that way... To be frank, i like mine better... HEHE... So he was like praying Goh and said sorry sorry sorry to her and we were like laughing like hell... He said ' We will add more chocolate chip and whipped cream for you alright?'... Gosh, Malay's English accent like that is PERFECTO!!!!!! So we sat down to enjoy our Galaxie and my teeth were chattering... Goh took a glimpse of him and she said He was like keeping cups and took a glimpse of Goh and change situation and took a glimpse of me...Well, looking at guy that funny and attractive like him is kinda bring up your day...
As i was following Goh's car home, I'm glad that i pass by his house... Well, i was hoping Goh's sister would drive slowly but i was staring at his house, sticking my eyes on his... I saw something really made me feel pitiful... He's having cater service... Which is not healthy... Goh was in catering service too... Well Goh, you can come over anytime to mess my kitchen up to make healthy food... When i saw the cater lunch box outside his house, i was hurting inside... I didn't want him to eat unhealthy food... Oh please my God up there or if he's a Christian, Jesus up there, please make him stop eating catering food and i'm willing to cook for him... I really do... Just stop him from eating unhealthy food, but don't starve him to death... I just don't want him to lose his health...
Love you...
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Time : 14.21
Weather : clouds creeping to pour the unexpected water of HEAVEN
Mood : (miss)understood they said
Dear Mirrorcle World, why did i name you Mirrorcle? It's because that i TRUST that Mirrocle do happen in real Life... my Miracle is Mirrorcle... HEHE...
Who created the word 'sorry' as in like people doesn't know how to use them, well, with their heart? was that hard to say sorry? sometimes i do feel it's easy to say it and it's the BEST way to make things right... with the non-existence of sorry, thing's couldn't change in the way that they wanted...
As i said, i was in a good mood when i went to school this morning... So i was like brought my Ayu photobook to write some Kanji on Huimin's drawing... Yeah, i threw all my 'no, don't help' by my doorstep and i headed to school... So i drawn and written everything that she asked for...
As in the original project of the Drawing assignment, we only have 14 pages including the cover but without the bottom sheet... Huimin's assignment came out extra 2 of them... So i was like told her to be careful about it as in teacher couldn't bind one of the student's assignment as the assignment was too thick to be binded... So i was trying to tell her and she kept on cut in my words as she doesn't like to be the wrong person... After i said what i wanted to say, I said 'you always don't like to receive any suggestion and cut on people words' and i gave her the 'punishment' smack on her butt and she gave me the F word... I mean, she told Viv that she was scolding the drawing... I mean come on... you've done everything what for to scold the drawing? So my mind made that decision that she was scolding the F word to me... As i was so pissed because i was sensitive to that word and i showed my temper to her...
She told Viv and Pong Huimin that it was a misunderstanding but why doesn't she tell me personally? I'm okay in listening to the explanations but listening to foul words is not my style... Why doesn't she told me? Why doesn't she tell me what was going on?
Saying sorry isn't that hard, Huimin... Last week when you dropped the cake on my head and the 'Sorry' was on my phone... Did that mean that you are really sorry about it and i can forget about it? Saying sorry in front of me is the hardest thing to do? Saying sorry to LC is not hard at all? When i turned my back on you, i didn't tell Viv that it was your fault and i was silence all the way... And you think that it was misunderstanding that you dare not tell me? You didn't tell me what's going on and those minutes i have passed at school made me think of things... Made me hate you even more because you didn't know the solution to say sorry (Well, because i '(miss)understood' that it was her fault by saying the F word)... For your information, i'll give you the equation
You've done it again DUDE
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Date : 15th of July 2008
Time : 22.43
Weather : Dark
Mood : Down
I've known him for 5 years since my brother well, 'crowned' him as his BEST friend so we knew him well... Even my sister said that he is a good guy... HEHE
I know that i am boasting about the guy i'm crazy about all along but still still can't get enough of him... Like vivianne can't get enough of Huimin... we are victims ar, vivianne.... Loving someone we couldn't reach to because our will power is weakened by their smiles!!!!
I Love his smile when i first saw him... I told my friends and my sister about him and i didn't really get the thing that i wanted to know... I just couldn't ask him 'hi, how are you? my name is chloe... I've been liking you since.......'.... way too old fashioned for me.. I just... wait? this is all that i can do my dear... subete neh... they are all gone...
Love ya
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Date : 13th of July 2008
Time : 18.30
Weather : Bright Sky
Mood : Down
It's that i didn't want to...
If Love were water,
I would give YOU the ocean.
If Hugs were leaves,
I would give YOU the forest.
If kisses were Time,
I would give YOU Eternity.
But will YOU get it?
What is your SCOPE?
when is your birthday?
where do you live?
What are you studying?
How's Life?
How's everything today?
What's wrong?
What's happening?
Where are you now?
What are you doing?
Are you going out today?
Be careful when you are cycling on the road!
You are one beautiful human being.
How do i help you?
Do you know what's happening today?
I HAD BRUISES!!!
Hey, accompany me for a while...
Are you free now?
Why?
Huh?
Oh you are free then, mind to go out for a walk?
I got a broken nail.
Teachers today are crazy...
Hey, i can't concentrate on my history...
Can you help me to buy something?
A cup of coffee?
Hey, The Dark Knight is coming, i feel like watching, will you be free by then?
I miss you so much...
Hey, last night i had a dream...
do you know? someone loves you very much, and that someone is watching over you...
Yeah, why not?
Are you hungry? I made some salad!
Hey, movie night tonight, Narnia in my house...
Oh, i see...
That is exactly what i am thinking about...
Where to go now?
Sorry...
I know i know...
Hey, guess what guess what GUESS WHAT?
remember to cover blanket tonight...
don't go half naked around the house, my brother does that to cool down his body...
oh my god... I got caught because i didn't cut my finger nail...
Hey, dilemma!
ayumi is in Hong Kong now... hope you'll bring me there...
I feel GUILTY by telling white lies to my friend...
I like that...
Hey, don't tease me...
Why, am i stupid to do this?
My friend didn't talk to me today.
I want to hold your hands just this moment.
My dad is furious because i went out without his permission.
I BROUGHT SOMETHING NEW TODAY!
gotta go and i miss you.
Connection sucks today.
Sorry, i was busy, so what's up?
Hey, why didn't you reply my message?
Are you awake? IT'S 12 in the afternoon.
Why did i like you in the first place huh?
Hey, don't ever watch Silent Hills, it is ridiculous...
Ayumi was accused for being the center piece, why are they so childish to turn their back on her?
hey, i saw you just now...
Sorry i wasn't that free to say hello
You know what? I Love YOU...
These are the words that i wanted to say to you... Why wouldn't you listen to what i say...
I'll wait for you till i shrink...
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