start this Day with thoughts... thoughts thoughts thoughts... i was thinking about my friends and stuffs... like how am i going to spend time with both of my BEST friends, what am i going to do in these 5 solid months... then thinking about Twilight's Edward Cullen's expressions, then thinking about Lucas Grabeel from High School Musical (people were thinking how weird am i not to think about Zac)...
then as usual, i woke up at 11 in the morning, i am not a girl, waking up that late... then as usual, i brushed my teeth and washed my face, took a cup of water from dry kitchen and switch on my PC to search on Ayumi Hamasaki of course... then lunch... fried rice...
then at about 2, Louise called me out because she wanted to shop for her National Service thing with Vivianne... sure i'll follow because i only have 2 more days in Kuantan with them... so i have to appreciate today although it's hard not to...
we went Parkson Ria, GREEN Point and some other places to shop... i at least drank a cup of coffee to bring up my Day... it was fun although i was carrying stuffs for them... it was fun, really...
then we went Kuantan Parade... Louise kept on ask whether i'll get scolded or not if i go home late... i said that they wont find a reason to scold me starting from 24th of December because staying at home for like months is like grounded for Life... so i started walking with them all evening and even, i made them late because i went buying cheesy wedges for my sister... since she was craving for it...
then i went home, as usual... i bathed and waited for dinner... at dinner, i asked my father whether i can go out for lunch or dinner or even hang out for like whole day with my friends... he said NO, if i want to hang, hang at home, not out... so i was thinking, it was not really fir to my friends, they are leaving but they are those who comes to my house to visit me? that doesn't really make sense...
then i was blasting my ears with JJ's new songs because it was nice blasting... then father called me down for long lecture time... he started shouting and say 'FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FAMILY? YOU KNOW THIS WORLD IS GETTING SO TENSED AND YOU ARE OUTSIDE HANGING OUT? OPEN MOUTH "FRIENDS" CLOSE MOUTH "FRIENDS" AGAIN... so? i have my luck to have friends like them... i don't even want to understand about economy because it makes me so, yucks... he started banging the chair to show me how much power he STILL have in this family... i was thinking, it's okay... there's more outside to make me feel better... like getting out of my Life and create a new one to live in... it's better out than in...
it's hard to study things that you don't like but you have to take it for another century... like History, i've been suffering from it for like so many years and now, i have to take it again... Jesus Christ...
then he was saying, your friends call you to do drugs, you go do la? oh FYI dad, if you said that, you don't know much about me, not single one of my facts... you don't know how much i hate drugs and tobacco... no one can force me to take drugs, even the holy God... no one can ever force me to do drugs... you don't even know me and you started to make conclusion out of me... i only want to spend 2 more Days with my friends but your fat ass scissors cut off my freedom... thanks for taking me for granted... i'm not yours... i'm my own and my pride and my dignity... i'm mine... not yours... just now my mother said somethine worst 'GOH asked you to go die, you die la?'
well, i dare say, if my friends understand me, i'll do anything that they asked for but i'll do nothing that's against my Will... i'd say the truth but you were babbling all around... i hate it... not even one of my family members understand me, so now vivianne, i think i'd take that 'I love my family' out of my list... i am not anymore... i am not... even my sister... i dont love her anymore...
Decode by Paramore was much better listened when you are at your worst mood ever... i mean when you think of Edward Cullen's look, you'd smile...
now i have to face my dull Life without my friends... Au Revoir my friends, Au Revoir my freedom...
i'd die for my friends... only friends who are close to my heart... we are the VLC!
VLC - Vivianne Louise and Chloe
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it was a Miracle! it is... i've been wanting to see JJ in like so many years, say, when i was in Form 1, and now... then, i was standing in front of the man! oh my gosh...i waited for JJ for like about more than 2 hours, standing in the front row... and i even got 2 pictures thathe was looking at my CAM!
Gosh... he was so damn cute!.... and erM, you know, when you are a friend of Louise, you'd chase him, i meant his car on the way back to KL... it was a blast you know... right after he got out of fans, he immediately jumped off to his Mercedes Van... then we started to chase him... Louise was like so nervous... and we sped just to attract his attention... THen, Louise honked him and he looked towards our direction and we bunch of girls were waving like HELL!!!!!
he waved back at us and said '危险'... it was so ... hard to explain... We exclaimed by yelling in our car.... and we waved at him again... so GREAT... it was a BLAST to see JJ... one great man... i love you....
oh yeah.... then, we went for this education fair... i went visit this NILAI, UTAR and BERJAYA... i was totally interested of this BERJAYA... because it covers subjects that i love... Event Management... it's great you know because i was really into wedding planner... so, this guy was explaining to me and i was like joking around with him... he is a great teacher... i personally do hope that i could be his student... i even took every single one of those bookmarks of his... GREAT...
then... it's winter festival!... we made 'Tang Yuen' to celebrate it... thought of bringing this festival with a good mood... but i learned that Louise and Vivianne going out for tea with Lai Ting (his friend)... so i was like... i wanted to go out with them but now ended up sitting at home waiting for Vivianne's answer... i'm worried.... i really am... i even ate half a bucket of chocolate to calm myself down... wine some more...
this is the coloured Tang Yuen... nice
half bucket this is
born to be___
Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
A: i think so... i'd give excuses and run away
Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?
A: i hope there'll be
Q: What do you currently hear right now?
A: Ayumi Hamasaki - Days
Q: Who did you hug last?
A: my sister
Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
A: in my dreams... Heath Ledger... God, please bless him
Q: Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
A: nothing special
Q: Be honest, do you like people in general?
A: nope
Q: Who was the last person that left you a comment?
A: dont know
Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
A: family or friends or prankster
Q: What do you think your best friend's doing right now?
A: hanging out i guess
Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
A: i don't want one
Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
A: thursday, unfortunately, nothing
Q: Do you think you like anyone?
A: yeah... always... crush, like, love
Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
A: once when i was sick and i couldn't sleep
Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?
A: yeah
Q: Do you like your first name?
A: chiang? i don't really
Q: Would you ever forgive someone if he cheated on you?
A: explain to me what's going on first
Q: Is there anyone you hate?
A: yeah
Q: What are you looking forward to in the next month?
A: nothing much
Q: When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
A: i messaged her?
Q: What color is your hair?
A: jet black
Q: Are you single or taken?
A: single
Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
A: ayumi hamasaki's song RAINBOW
Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
A: uhuh... but i don't really miss her
Q: Do you think you’re old?
A: nope... haha
Q: Are you afraid of the dark?
A: sometimes when i really need someone here
Q: Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
A: nothing
Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
A: i wish to be like ayu... haha
Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?
A: nope
Q: Do you talk a lot?
A: sometimes
Q: Can you play billiards?
A: what's that?
Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?
A: 6th of Dec while listening to Days
born to be___
Do you lie to get people to feel sorry for you?
why would i do that?
Are you over 18 and still live with your mom or dad?
i am not over 18 and i still live with my parents
If you could see your future in a movie, would you watch it?
yeah... sure... and i want a William Moseley in it!
If your best friend and boyfriend needed you, honestly who would you choose?
Best Friend... friends come first till boy boy
If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
why? i don't even know you
When and who was the last time you went on a date with?
yesterday, louise
What would you do if the guy you fancied told you he didn't fancy you back?
oh it's okay... nothing to be fancied about
Have you ever been called a dirty name?
my name with a word die
Have you ever kissed your best friends boyfriend?
ew...
What is the name of the school you go to/or use to go to?
tengku afzan
Who do you trust more then anyone else in the world?
myself
Name 3 people you can't live without.
ayu-san my friend and family
Would you date someone that wanted to wear your underwear in bed?
ewww....
Can you go a whole day without having a negative thought?
no way
Do you consider yourself selfless or selfish or somewhere in between?
between
Do you believe in reincarnation?
yeah... like Abraham Lincoln and John Kennedy
Name one thing you worry about running out of.
confidence and determination
Whose answers to this survey do you want to hear?
i don't even care
Did you get in a fight with someone today?
nope...
Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?
peacefully
born to be___
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
elit institute
2. Who are you in love with?
A D
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
eww... gross!
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my shirt
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
sunday
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
my lego made car?
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
i'm still young
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no way...
10. Are you hot?
sometimes... haha
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
coke!
12. What are you wearing right now?
dont ask me this again please!
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
if i had one, i would wash them myself
14. Last food that you ate?
porridge
15. Where were you last week at this time?
at home
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yeah... JEANS
17. When is the last time you ran?
last friday
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
badminton
19. What is your favorite animal?
dogs
20. Your dream vacation?
london and japan
21. Last person's house you were in?
my aunt's house
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
heart injury?
23. Have you been in love?
always
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah
25. Last play you saw?
gymnastics
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
smile?
27. What are your plans for tonight?
sleep...
28. Who is the last person you sent a Friendster message or comment?
what was his name again?
29. Next trip you are going to take?
japan!
30. Ever go to camp?
yeah... it sucks
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
none
32. What do you want to know about the future?
what will i do?
36. How is your best friend?
she's unhappy i guess
37. Do you have a tan?
yeah... not fake!
38. What are you listening to right now?
Nelly Furtado - Say It Right
39. Do you collect anything?
Wine Bottles
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
gossip girls
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
last year... my bro was driving... so drama though
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yeah...
43. What does your last text message say?
what's for lunch?
44. Do you like hot sauce?
yeah
45. Last time you took a shower?
just
46. Do you need to do laundry?
not really
47. What is your weight?
38
48. Are you someone's best friend?
haha... i am...
49. Are you rich?
rich... in happiness...
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
watching forensic heroes
born to be___
1. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
coffee liquor
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2 . What are you currently listening to?
The Chronicles of Narnia - The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - The Stone Table
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3. Who took this survey before you?
vivianne
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4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
louise
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5. Last time you went swimming?
last 2 years
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6 . Are you happy?
when?
.
7 . Where was the last place you went shopping?
megamall
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8. What are your plans for today?
nothing... but i planned to sleep later and thought of going for the Sunway roadshow
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9. Do you love sushi?
yeah
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11. Want to kick anyone's @ss?
no asses for me... haha
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12. What time is it?
1435
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13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
mummy sold it all out
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14 . YM or MSN
msn
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16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
work on what?
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17. Who do you want to hug right now?
ayumi or him
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18. Do you watch the Olympics?
only the opening and the closing and the lindan versus chong wei
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19. Last restaurant you went to?
honeymoon
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21. Who was the last person to call you?
aunt wong
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22. What's your zodiac sign?
saggitarius
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25 . Where do you spend most of your money?
albums
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26. Where does most of your relative/ family live?
asia
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34. Collect anything?
wine bottles and cinema tickets
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35. Myspace or Facebook?
frindster
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36. Do you have mobile phone?
yeah...
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37. Last time you saw your parents?
just
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43. Ever been to a wedding?
why not?
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44. Where is ur celphone?
here.... you wanna use?
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45. Are u wearing glasses now?
sure
.
46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
always
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47. Did you take a nap today?
going to
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48. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
a lil bit more than 7
.
56. Do you support your friends?
why not?
.
57. Could you handle being in the military?
no way... i am not prince harry!
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58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
thirsty
.
59. Favorite faSt foOd?
McDonald's
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62. Do you own a camera phone?
yeah
.
63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
what's a sobriety?
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68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
image shack!
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69. Last place you were at?
Elit institution
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70. What is your current wish?
not to get too worried sometimes
.
75. Do you have any regrets?
yeah
.
76. what are you wearing?
tee-shirt and a short
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80. does sum1 hate u?
you ask them, i don't even want to know
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81. Favorite place to be?
couldn't think of it at the moment
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82. Favorite fast food resto?
McDonald's again
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86. How is the weather today?
sunny
.
87. Do you e-mail?
yeah
.
88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
promotion and a roadshow thing
.
89. a girl/boy?
who?
.
90. Are you dating someone right now?
nope
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TEN THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are you single? yup
2. Are you happy about that? kinda
3. Are you bored? not really
4. Are you sad? yeah
5. Are you Italian? i eat italian food and it doesn't make me an italian
6. Are you plastic? no way i am... i'm a good girl
8. Are you cool? not really...
9. Are you chinese? why not?
10.What are you? human?
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TEN FACTS
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1. Initials – CM
2. Nicknames- chloe, ayuchloe
3. Birth place - kuantan
4. Hair color - jet black
5. Age- seventeen
6. Eye color – dark brown
7. Birthday – 25th of November
8. Mood – jealous and anger
9. Favorite color – WHITE and BLACK
10.IM or phone? – phone
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TEN PREFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP
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1. Smile or eyes – smile
2. Light or dark hair – depends on the looks
3. hugs or kisses – kisses
4. Intelligence or attraction? - intelligence
5. Hook-up or relationship – relationship
6. Trust or love? – can i choose the two of them?
7. Long distance or close? – close distance
8. Call or text? – call
9. Older or younger? – older
10.Looks or Personality – Personality
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TEN LAST
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1. Last phone call you made – suyin
2. Last phone call you received – aunt wong
3. Last person/people you hang out with? - louise
4. Last person to text you – louise
5. Last person you tickled? – my sister
6. Last person you IM? – vivianne
7. Last person you hugged? – my sister
8. Last person you slept with? - my sister
9. Last person you laughed with? – my sister
10. Last dream you can remember? - i'm out with my crush
born to be___
[1]Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
not really perfect but no relationship for me... haha
[2]What was the last thing you bought?
JEANS!
[3]Do you know when your father's birthday is?
why not?
[4]Where was the last place you went shopping?
Megamall
[5]What was the last movie you watched?
in PC - The Game Plan, High School Musical
in Cinema - High School Musical 3 : Senior Year
[6]Are you a cuddler?
yay... i am
[7]Do people hate you?
i dont want to know
[8]What are you listening to?
JJ Lin Jun Jie - Di Er Tian Tang
[9]Who was the last person to dance with you?
i dance myself
[10]Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
nope
[11]Have you ever liked someone older than you?
why not?
[12]Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica?
no way
[13]When was the last time you were extremely disappointed
just
[14]Have you ever had a pet fish?
i dont even want one
[15]Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yea
[16]Have you ever felt replaced?
Replace...
[17]What do you do when you have a bad day?
sing my lungs out?
[18]Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
why not?
[19]Where is your best/close friends at this exact moment?
at home i guess
[20]What was the last thing that left you very angry?
just
[21]Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
always... Secondhand Serenade's song
[22]Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
i listen to angry songs... like ayu's (don't) Leave me alone and erm, I am...
[23]Do you say sorry first?
yeah... when it comes to chm
[24]Who were you with last night?
family
[25]Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
i wanted to but i'd get punished
[26]Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
not really
[27]If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
my sister
[28]What's irritating you right now?
someone Else's behavior
[29]What are you doing today?
you want to know?
[30]Are you tanned?
yeah
[31]What were you up to at 11pm last night ?
forensic heroes
[32]What happened at 10:00 am today?
sleeping
[33]How many hours did you sleep last night?
10 hours
[34]Does anyone call you baby?
my sister
[35]Would you get married if you could right now?
no way
[36]Are you in a good mood?
not really
[37]Where did you last sleep other than your house?
my cousin's house
[38]Who was the last person you cried in front of?
in front of my sister and my mother
[39]Do you get 8 hours of sleep every day?
yeah
[40]Are you a forgiving person?
yeah
[41]Do you believe what goes around comes around?
it's what justin timberlake said
[42]Who was the last person you ate with?
my family
[43]When was the last time you saw your dad?
just now
[44]Are you mad about anything?
yeah
[45]Do you miss anyone?
yeah
[46]Do you sing in the shower?
everytime!
[47]What was the last thing you did?
surveying
[48]Do you drink more water or juice?
water
[49]Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
nope
born to be___
Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
i had that yesterday, but not today
Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
my dear...
What are your plans for today?
today, it just popped out... no plans
Where was your default picture taken?
in my bro's room
Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
single
Do you wish someone would call you right now?
yeah...
Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
if it does look good on them... i am okay
What song are you currently listening to?
Faye Wong's Eyes On Me
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
WHY NOT? i'm born with that!
Name something you dislike about the day you've had?
when i heard that they are doing something T
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
i dont think so
Do you miss someone?
yeah
If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
somewhere without any worries
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
i'm sad, moody and angry sometimes... but mostly i think too much
What is the weather like today?
not sunny
Do you have anything to complain about?
nothing much
Is your hair curly?
straight o
What are you going to do tonight?
watch forensic heroes
Do you have a best friend?
yeah...
What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
nothing much actually
What are you going to do tomorrow?
amali... oh shit!
If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
pillow, bolsters, my baby yume
Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
i dont think so
Are you happy at the moment?
not really
What were you doing at 1am this morning?
sleeping
Do you like to read?
YEAH!
You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
both of my friends
If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
it's okay but i wanted SHANDY
born to be___
i told her before... i told her loud and clear...
i didn't really like my sister's boyfriend to go into my room... as in it's mine?
it makes me cannot go in and it makes me a light bulb if i do
i don't think she's the one who understands me
calls me to calm down when i sing according to my mood...
no you are not
born to be___
there's so many things that make me think of him, songs, TV shows, people, places...
Songs :
Ayumi Hamasaki - Days
Ayumi Hamasaki - Memorial address
Ayumi Hamasaki - HANABI ~episode II~
Ayumi Hamasaki - CAROLS
Ayumi Hamasaki - HOPE or PAIN
David Archuleta - Crush
Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
TV Shows :
anything about Justin Timberlake
People :
Dennis Yow, the computer guy and Lucas Grabeel...
they sounded just like him... singing in my head, make me think of him... i really do miss him... i really do...
born to be___
1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
who smiles when they woke up? nope...
2. When was the last time you met someone new?
lsat week... at the Elit class one funny guy and one funny girl
3. When did you last eat pizza?
26th of November... to celebrate my B'day
4. Do you drink beer?
kinda... haha
5. Do you wash your own clothes?
nope... but i will be
6. Are you any good at poker?
i like to play the dai dee, and erM, berkarat
7. What do you want more than anything?
his existence in my sight
8. Are you tired?
tired of?
9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
my ALBUMS!!! especially ayu's and my radio
10. Pepsi or Coke?
Pepsi
11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
i don't think so... cheat on me? that means that the other girl is better than me, why not have her than me?
12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
enjoy? it pains me!
13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
McDonald's, god you this survey makes me miss those Days
14. Are you restless?
haha... it was all over
15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
dekstop
16. How many friendster views do you have?
not more than 10 la
17. Want to be a prince/princess?
princess!
18. Do you believe dreams come true?
not really... but Archie Comics make me think that it'll be
19. Last song you heard?
Rynn Lin Yu Zhong Yuan Yuan and Ayu's Days
20. Do you like Batman?
i like JOKER more!
21. Who is in the room with you?
I am... not in a room
22. what r u wearing on ur foot?
nothing now
23. What was the last thing you ate?
Toufu Mee
24. What were you doing before this?
shopping o
25. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
streamyx modem
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Last night, did u go to sleep happily?
nope...
When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?
just...
Anyone told you a secret this week?
yeah... haha
Did you have a good day yesterday?
yesterday... NO!
What was the highlight of today?
nothing much i guess?
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yeah... why not?
What happened at 3:00am today?
sleeping...
When was the last time you took a picture with your number 1 friend?
oh... it was like... 11th of October?
Do you hate anyone?
haha... yeah
Do they know who they are?
you want me to tell you? guess la
Have you missing someone lately?
always... my kinda hobby
What is your relationship status?
single
Do you like it?
if it gives me freedom, then i love it
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
nothing... i dont really like PB
Who was the last person you cried for?
pong huimin
Now, Who are you jealous of?
ayu-san!
Now, What you waiting for?
waiting for someone to say something... it costs eternity
Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?
yeah... it's good to collapse in it when the water was pouring on you... haha
Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
okay okay deh
When was the last time you bought something?
just now... JEANS!
Have you ever told someone you love them?
wahliao... all of them o... haha
Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong?
haha... sure...when i still think that i am right.... muahaha
Where were you today?
megamall
Is there anyone that calls you baby?
my sis lo
In the next 2 months what are you looking forward to the most?
chinese new year?
Why?
get angpows la!
Who did you last called?
forgotten o
What are you thinking of right now?
rainy day
When and where was the last time you partied?
yijing's house...
Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online?
while i was waiting... i play... haha
When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
wahliao... when i heard one funny joke lo
Did you tell someone something today?
haha... loads
Are you a kissable person?
i dont know if i am...
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
forgotten who i kissed...
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
just came back from lunch
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
vivianne
Ever kissed someone over 30?
no wor.. i am still young... haha
Are you an emotional person?
yeah... hell yeah
Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
saying that i stole someone else's so called boyfriend
Do you like make-up?
not now
Do you like dressing up?
yeah,... haha... call me the next Kimora
What will you buy next?
anything that's nice
Have any crazy family members?
all of them
Are you bored?
always
What's on your mind right now?
it's always him..
What are you wearing?
tee shirt and a short pants
Any plans for today?
planned to go for yamcha deh but someone is ego enough to say no
<>
1. Your ex is crossing the street, what do you do?
say hi and asked him what's going on
.
2. Your best friend is pregnant what do you do?
help her and give all the best that you can and buy her something good...haha
.
3. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
yesterday
.
4. If you had to sleep with one of your teachers from school, who would it be?
puantan
.
5. When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, what do you do?
'keep the change' i'll tell the counter, i dont jingle
.
6. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
erm, i know that i second brother told me something hurtful that it makes me think i am a loser and i am not one of them
.
7. What is in your pocket?
nothing
.
8. Whats something fun you did thursday?
went out with friends
.
9. When is your birthday?
25th of November
.
10. What kind of milk do you drink?
chocolate milk
.
11. Do you like the color green?
i like the song GREEN!
.
12. How many hours did you sleep last night?
9 hours
.
13.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope so... if he is...
.
14.Who's your love?
justin timberlake... haha... MY LOVE!
.
15.Do you believe in the saying that "first love never dies"?
not really...
.
16.Will you ever fall in love with your best friend?
best friends ar? i love all of them o
.
17. Who's your crush?
you know deh la... dont ask dont ask
.
18. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
something's bothering me, something's an eyesore... something's not amusing enough
.
19. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
who ar?
.
20.Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant?
i'd say hi and bye and run away
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1. Have you found the 'one' you wanna spend your whole life with?
YES>..... YES YES YES
2. Are u happy with your life now?
if he knows me... ye.ah!
3. Do you think there's still a chance for past lovers to get back together?
yeah... of they have th guts to work it
out
4. How did you spend your Christmas last year?
eating turkey and suyin came to join us!
5. Do you attend the simbang gabi?
what is that?
6. Who was your Valentine date?
this year valentine ar? LOUISE! he's my girlfriend... haha
7. What are you looking forward to next week?
JJ LIN JUN JIE!
8. What songs are you listening to right now?
Justin Timberlake's What Goes Around......Comes Around
10. Last person who texted you?
Louise
11. Last person you texted?
Louise
12. When was the last time you smiled?
today
13. When was the last time you cry?
at night... 6 of December
14. Ever loved someone so much that it hurts?
love hurts when you know it doesn't belongs to you
15. What do you hate most about school?
brawls
16. Mcd or Jollibee?
Mcd
17. Name one person you hate most.
not now... not here
18. Still close to any of your ex(s)?
no one.... no one...
19. Would you kiss the last person who kissed you?
forgotten la
23. What were you doing an hour ago?
eating lunch
26. Do you agree that usually the 2nd child is the trouble maker
i dont think so
28. Do you like guy/girls with dimples?
depends ...
29. Honestly, do you think you're tall?
i am tall enough
31. Any hidden talents?
MY SINGING!!!! haha
32. Who’s making you mad?
making ar? not now o
33. Why?
nothing
34. Do you like her/him?
like? crush? everything
35. Last one,love or fame?
love
<>
Where have you been most of yesterday?
at home
Your name without a K?
yeah
What was the last item you bought?
JEANS!
What are you thinking about right now?
him him him
What did you do yesterday?
blinking
Who sits in front of you in math?
Nuruk FiFi
Do you talk to the person you like every day?
i can't
Is there something that you haven't told anyone that you actually would like to?
i have been waiting for my guts to find me but it hasnt arrived yet
Do you have any pets?
i want one
When was the last time you were sad?
yesterday
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
oh yeah...
What happened at 10 AM this morning?
raining
What time is it?
2.24 pm
What time did you wake up today ?
9.30 am
Is it warm outside?
It's cold.
Who's the last person you talked to?
my sister
What's your favorite color?
Black and White
What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
Where's your mom?
in the living room
Are you a happy person?
yeah
Are you happy at the moment?
Not really
Are you wearing socks ?
Nope
Who was the last person to call you?
aunt cecilia
Did you sing at all today?
YEAH!
When's the last time you argued?
yesterday
Are you scared of spiders?
yeah!
Do you believe in love?
BELIEVE!
Do you miss anyone?
always
Do you have trust issues?
yeah
born to be___
1. How tall are you?
160cm o
.
2. Have you ever smoked?
NO WAY!!!! i never do that... ewwy gewy thing
.
3. Do you own a gun?
NEVER EVER
.
4. Do you hate someone right now?
oh someone...
.
5. Do you get nervous?
always... i mean... when i am stepping into the exam hall or something
.
6. What do you think of hotdogs?
hotdogs? i don't really like them... haha
.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
silent night and white christmas... but only sang by ayu
.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the
morning?
chocolate milk!
.
9. Can you do push ups?
yeah, but not more than 10
.
11.What's your favorite piece of
jewelry?
RING!
.
12. Do you like painkillers?
not really... but when it cures heart, i will be
.
13. What is your secret weapon to lure
the opposite sex?
eye contact and smile
.
14. Do you own a knife?
yeah...haha
.
15. Do you have H.I.V?
um... let me think
.
16. Name?
chloe
.
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this
exact moment?
wash face, sleep and checking on ayu's updates
.
18. Name the last 3 things you have
bought lately:
galaxie, stuffs from cold storage and happiness
.
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly
drink:
water honey and COFFEE
.
20. What time did you wake up today?
8.30
.
22. Current worry?
what am i going to tell them?
.
23 Current hate?
my worries
.
24. Favorite place to be?
somewhere peaceful or in front of his house
.
25.Least favorite place to be?
some place that's dirty especially toilet
.
26. Where would you like to go now?
out
.
27. Do you own slippers?
why not?
.
28. What shirt are you wearing?
tee shirt
.
30. Favorite colors?
black and white
.
31.Would you like to be a pirate?
if captain Jack Sparrow's on board and willing to let me yell ' HARD TO STARBOARD!'
.
32. Last time you had an alcoholic
drink?
just now... carlsberg o
.
33. What songs do you sing in the
shower?
Shou Cang by Jam
.
34. What did you fear was going to get
you at night as a child?
no lights and thunder storms
.
35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
phone, mp3 and money
.
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
the GAME that i played
.
37. last thing that made you cry?
when i was on my bed, listening to Days by ayumi and thinking that i will miss my little pong huimin
.
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
forgotten?
.
40. How many cellphones do you have?
1
.
41. Who is your loudest friend?
GOH!
.
42.Who is your most silent friend?
vivianne!
.
43. last movie watched?
in PC it's Just My Luck, in Cinema it's High School Musical 3 : Senior Year
.
44. What is your favorite book?
Narnia and Harry Potter and CONAN
.
45.What is your favorite chocolate?
dark or bitter... 100% cocoa!
.
47. What song do/did you want played
at your wedding?
HEAVEN, Daybreak, HANABI ~episode II~, M, RAINBOW, teens and Who... (Chinese version) all by ayu
.
48. What were you doing 12 AM last
night?
sleeping
.
49. What was the First thing you did
today?
brush teeth
.
50. What was the last thing you did
the day before yesterday?
sleeping...
born to be___
oh, how could i forget 4th of December? i mean, i don't have the guts to forget about all these memories? Pong Hui Min, the mid-oldest but in heart, the youngest are leaving us... i just couldn't help her and i kinda felt GUILTY about myself not to appreciate her when she was by our side...
i stepped onto Goh's car and saw our present for her... i was so afraid that it was the last present to huimin... i mean, once a friend, always a friend right?
then i reached TC... saw huimin and yijing sitting together... i quickly hugged her and cried... her hug is so warm that you wanted to hug her for life... i will miss her...
but that night she wasnt really happy... clearly, someone was fighting to be unhappy... haha... i am talking about vivianne... vivianne le, that night gave all of us a big joke... she got drunk.... FUNNY... she was like ' i want to sing and i want to go back'... 2 huimins trying to pull her up and walk around but she ended up kneeling... haha
it was the last minute i saw her face... so sad and innocent... so tender and warm... so close yet so far...
i love you pong huimin
born to be___
hey yeah... SPM's over!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited!... i mean, i don't have to study for a period of time... it's just so GREAT
2nd of December... since goh said we have to celebrate, we went to east coast mall... well, the three 'amigos'( viv, by the way, amigo means single...haha) went to play high heels again... i still stick into my white 3 inches high heels and then there's a ribbon at the back... i tried on the white one which is size 5... it was fabulous but i fabulously can't walk on it... i mean, i have to sit for a while only start to walk... mum was right, we should start at 2.5 inches first... so i walked, thought about how the glamorous Miss J walked and i started to walk... louise and vivianne started to shook their heads... i SUCKED!!! but i have to learn, i can't have always stick to flat shoes right?
then, the one thing made me have a queer feeling was when i try on shoes... yeah, we all know that vivianne loves to see me and louise to try on shoes, i love those shoes vivianne picked for me... but the one thing i don't like was when i tried to put on shoes, vivianne helped me... i mean, i don't want my friends to treat me as their master... and treat themselves as someone who follows my orders... i feel like this because i love vivianne so very much and i want us to be same... but please, no helping on shoes wearing k?
we had a pretty good time actually... i am glad that we didn't even step into Grand Parkson which reminds me of Alain Delon... i really do miss him but i have to keep a distance just to make my brother happy... but i was thinking, he doesn't even let me talk about or think about him, but why am i allowing my bro to talk to my friends? well, i think it's okay for my bro to make friends with my friends... well, stop my brother from talking to my friends doesn't make him let me talk to Alan... calling people ugly doesn't make me any prettier... calling people bad doesn't make you any better... in fact, calling someone stupid doesn't make you any smarter... so i am thinking to this... i will make myself as i happy as i could...
there, there's another night tea going on today.. as usual, i didn't turn up because i am having a concerned father... it's great to have friends like louise and vivianne to understand my feeling... i couldn't go because of safety and i have to save my chance for thursday... ah how i love the both of them.. i couldn't imagine those days without you guys... LET's HANG!!!!!!!!!!!
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