I'm sorry Michelle Williams, i mean you no harm... I'm just telling the truth...

I dreamed about Heath Ledger again... I know i shouldn't but no one can help it... It was a sweet dream though because i love him so much... And (sorry again)... I dreamed that he was my boyfriend... i mean, does that mean anything? someone dead came in to your dream? weird huh?

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Date : 1st of September 2008
Time : 17.10
Weather : rainy day
Mood : lonely and tremendously sad

Man, this is the first time i felt like that since my sister first left me alone... I don't know how to express my feelings in words...

I'm glad that our family is growing bigger and stronger... Yeah... my cousin brother Steve Yin's wedding... But it all ended with a blink...

Friday night, 2 of my bro came back so we had happier times together as we are getting closer than usual... So let us skip to Sunday...

We arrived at the Groom's house at exactly 11... We were waiting for the bride because it is the tradition... Then the tea ceremony... We kids chatted around and this is the first time that KinYee (my cousin brother) talked to me... So i was like teasing him for being shorter than me... It all ended like a snap and we went back home... I was doing something to break my mood, revision on my history notes... Man i hate doing that on a celebration day...

So, afternoon was bored to death and i played Counter Strike with my brothers and sisters... It was 5 in the evening and me and my sister went dressing up... I'll post you the picture next time due to the connection issue... I liked the Scarf that i had on that night... Glad i wore that because i was freezing...

BEST part of the night? Well, singing my lungs out of course! The 'Can't Take My Eyes Off You' really brought the house down... Then, my sister mentioned about Heath because Heath sang this song in '10 Things I Hate About You'... I miss him so much!!!! And the second part, ( how could i forget that?) was the wine... toast in the air BABE...

As my sister said, happier times pass by faster... So i hate it so much... The next day and i saw nothing beside my bed... My sis left early in the morning... That feeling sucks you know? So i couldn't bear that... I showed tired face all along...

Suyin said i must be sad... But i put on a smile and said 'Next time can see you all then I'm okay'... But she said YOU ARE STILL SAD... I gave her a cold laugh and i couldn't bear her words... I chose not to follow them because i just can't cry waving good-bye... It hurts...

I thought i had changed... When waving good-bye i'll smile... Maybe i am not matured enough... I want them back...

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