NEVER been this hurt before... i was afraid then...
16th of November, which is the day i promised my BEST friends to see Rynn Lin Yu Zhong, so far the BEST Malaysian Chinese Singer in Kuantan Parade... I've asked my father a week and 3 days before the Press Conference he said i can go if my father is there for me... So i say okay since i can see him...
Then, on that faithful day... 16th of November.. Woke up very very early so i can start my science revision a little bit more details... but i didn't do it because we went out early... first, we went to east coast mall... well, what can you get from a lame mall like it... pueh.... then then, what did we eat for lunch? yeah, we went to this corner lot kinda like house for mee hoon... still didn't like it because i wasnt in a mood for eating... i was text messaging with goh so we both can confirm whether if we are going or not... sure, she's always confirm for a Press Conference like this... Vivianne and Yijing were going too... goh was too excited because it has been a long time since we, four of us hang out together, i mean TOGETHER!... well, something came up seemed to break goh's heart... right after east coast mall, my father said he will fetch me to Kuantan Parade and he shop his and i scream mine... on the way back home, which i didn't know it was happening, he said those kind of crowd will push me from the 3rd floor to the ground floor and i will fall down if someone pushes me... what lame excuses... he is like that... if he doesnt like something, he'll come out with loads of excuses and convert them into a code... 'NO'... when he fetch me back, he immediately went out for jogging... so i immediately message goh that i'm not going because i was busy rescuing myself from the flood of excuses... so lame so i locked myself in my room and do my part... it hurts you know, when you see others get to wave at Rynn and follow his car... i was crushed... broken heart which i can cry my lungs out...
today when i logged on my computer, i went to read vivianne's blog, it's part of the job when i online... it sucks to see how they enjoy themselves and i was at home showing black faces to them... it's so stupid to miss an opportunity like this, Rynn... HELLO? RYNN... he is the 'tu di' to JJ and i once loved his song... now i dare not face my friends because i've promised them i'd be there. but i'm not... if they are so so mad, i totally understand... so hurt and so hard... i don't even care, if next time i wanna hang out with my friends after my SPM, i will go out even if you say no.. because they are going for National Service... i don't even give a damn
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