dunno what's my feeling today... sometimes i feel sad and boring and happy and pain and confused?
i had a long conversation with vivianne today.. wont say anything detail to you because it was kinda confidential... this conversation made me so kinda a advice giver... i gave loads of sense facts to vivianne and i thought loads of times we had together (me and him)
first when i first got close to him was when my brother called him over for a "study group"... i ended up accompanying him, well, not exactly accompanying him, i sat opposite of him and my brother endedup playing computer games... and NOW i like that way that my sister's boyfriend said we looked perfect for each other... well, both of us looked so serious while doing our homework...
Next, when we were having the High School Musical fever when the High School Musical 2 went on air... he came to my house for research... well, two of us were alone then i was doing my homework... he knew i love high school musical because i used to sing high school musical... he turned to me and said about zac efron's first kiss... but then i wasnt paying attention but i knew his smile attracted my attention... then, i immediately finish my day by penning my diary... i wrote how i like him when e talked to me...
i am not that happy as i used to... right after i told my brother how is my feeling towards him... he kinda avoid talking about him in front of me, and loads of things.. when i thought of my brother, i thought of obstacles between me and him... it was hard! as Daniel Meade said in Ugly Betty to Betty, he said it is okay to have a little crush... i do have that towards him... but my crush crushed by my brother... thanks to him, my rival for life... he doesnt even know how his little sister's feeling, i think ah siak is better than him...
i hate him but i love him
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