28th of November
a few days back i was wondering what will happen in this faithful day.. hah, i was right then... Misses Tan Hui Ling wanted us to join our very last account lesson.. without second thoughts, i quickly signed up and they did too... because i was the one who signed up for them...
on this faithful day, which i am stepping on... you know, before starting a class like this, i'd like to have some imaginations, what the class will be like, who am i sitting with and so on... and this class turned out to be like a clown class or so... i didn't know that we were in a busy night market or something when children start to run around with lollipops in their hands and mums holding a bag of vege... oh that was a mess... tables and everything... so i chose to sat some seat at the back of the class... so in my imagination, goh and i and pong hui min will sit together, vivianne and that chm will sit together since vivianne said 1st of Dec will be OUT of her world... well, it turned out badly... when i sat down, pong huimin was like 'What?' because usually goh and i sit together so she stood there, doesn't know where to sit.. i just sat down and pong huimin asked wasn't i supposed to sit with goh and i saw goh was happily seated with vivianne so i said 'i don't know' so she sat down and chm pulled a table and a chair towards us... poor her...
oh how i hate this class... so damn noisy that i couldn't concentrate... so i whammed my ears with my mp3... so no one can disturb me... i wasn't in a mood... it's a Secret... mum called me so i could go home... and to my instincts, pei yee was happy to see me left... when i left, the other second she immediately sat my place... to be honest, it hurts me you know...
then when i reached home... i am happy to see that ayu's Days' PV preview was out... the other minute goh called me for a tea...So i immediately promised her.. then still with the moody face on me... and then... i saw my little cousin brother Thien in TC... his friends laughed at me calling him cute... it was funny...
Then, after our 'Tea Time' is over... i tried to get along with them... so i sat in the middle of the back, stuck my head out so it seemed like i sat in the middle of them... but what made me went behind again... topics... i hate topics although human beings rub shoulders with them all day... they were talking about Kelly, National Service, Something Something and Something that has nothing to do with me... So i went back, sit tight and do my thing... thinking...
the Cd turned to ' I Hate This Part' and it kills my happiness.. they were talking THEIR thing and i am listening to mine... i wasnt in their world in that moment and it freaks me out... talk about being left out huh? oh yeah, i told loads of lies today... 'tired' is the word to avoid from something... what if i said the truth?
then on the way home, vivianne suddenly talk about how yijing treated me... i can't hold my tears back... i really couldn't accept the truth that yijing's acting that way and vivanne and goh alienated me... well, i guess that's showbiz...
back home, another back news again... daddy had difficulties in walking because he sat the wrong positioned chair... poor him... hope he gets better... i want you to walk like a normal person, even laughing and chasing me around the house when i talk jokes on you... i love you pap
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