[Tuesday, August 12, 2008][7:32 AM]

Date : 12th of August 2008
Time : 22.45
Weather : Half Moon Darkness
Mood : GUILTY yet again...


Been miserable all day... Because of something dreadful... I just couldn't believe that things that I've done... Are slowly tearing my friend into pieces...

I am very close to my friend... Except some of them who didn't want me to understand them... I mean, hey... I didn't know what to say...

I've read closely to Vivianne's blog recently... especially the 070808 one... I saw the word 'her' appeared loads of times on her post... So i asked her... Because she mentioned about 'playing her hair happily'... Instincts told me that she's talking about me... So i was like 'Um...'... Because Huimin, a.k.a God Brother, likes to play my hair and she said it was the feeling of sister... Little ones... That's all...

She replied me... It was 'Lc and Pong Huimin'... I felt weird... Because yeah, LC i know... But what about Pong Huimin?... So i immediately asked her again... She said 'secretly, i'm jealous of you too...'

I was like 'WHAT?!!!'.... Pictures came in to my mind...

1. Yeah, she did play my hair and it doesn't mean anything to me...
2. Um, I liked being carried in the back of Huimin because my elder brother did that to me when i was young... I just miss that feeling... Makes me feel young!!
3. I slept at her shoulders... Because her shoulders are meat enough to be slept... not too bony and too meaty...
4. I helped her homework????????

Well, Viv, that all meant nothing to me... Plus, I'm freakingly in love with the other guy... There's nothing to be jealous of... nothing at all... I am not all glamorous than you and why put the 'J' word on me? It's not worth it...

I love you very much... As much i love them... I love you, i love goh... I love the 2 huimins... So no worries okay?

You're word 'Jealous' made me feel miserable today... I was thinking... Am i the one who hurt you that much?

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