Yeah, talking about him again... I'm glad that this world made a song, meant to be with my feelings... It started out as a feeling and it grew into a hope... a hope that i can talk to him... then turned into a thought, i thought about him whole day... then turned into a quiet word 'LOVE'... but my word couldn't grew any louder... Because i'm scared... I don't have the courage to day them out loud... and i was in a battle cry... but he wouldn't call me...
I had loved 2 guys that i couldn't lay my hands on... Past and Present... the first one was the loser... I didn't know why i liked him so much... I love this one the most because i like the way he is... He is talented, intelligent and pure... He doesn't smoke... That's important because i'm allergic... and i love him, that's all
The main reason that i have got no courage to love him obviously is that he is my brother's BEST BEST BEST BEST friend... I wanted to faint that why should i love a guy who's like i can't be with him... Well, i might get a chance if i ask him out but, traditionally, i'm a girl... i'm weak, i'm not his quality and i definitely doesn't suit him... I'm scared that if we hang out, what will my brother think? Yeah, people say 'who cares? it's you the one who dates not you brother...' I think not... He barely even know me and well, yeah i know, before building a relationship we had to have those things to build it up... But it scattered and i can't find them...
LOVE this word is a powerful word and it is not selfish... I'm giving them out but no one seemed to return it to me... I feel scattered and I feel lost... I felt so down when i get to know that i couldn't see him how often...
Who on this earth can give me a sign? A hint? ANYTHING? WHATEVER?
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