[Thursday, June 5, 2008][8:16 AM]

so weird that i can go out at night to the beach... I mean, hello? When you are the daughter to my father you are like in jail at home at night... But i didn't really enjoy a thing... really...

I went to Yijing's house at 9 and her mother was late to fetch us out... So everyone of us (me, goh and vivianne) suggested that we stay at her house, don't have to go for a night tea with them... I mean, i knew this for a while, it won't work... This whole night tea thing doesn't work... So we went out for a cone of sundae and it was delicious... Thanks to Yijing's mum for that treat...

Lim Yee Wen, Liu Hui Ling and Kong Foong Xin came here and we chatted... Not exactly chatted... Goh and i immediately stepped away from the crowd... Because we were not fabulous enough to step in there... They are not our kind... Our kind is casual... They are flashy...

In my opinion, i mean, to be exact, Foong Xin never smiled to me for her whole Life... She looked at me like i was from the outer space or something... I hate that kind of feeling and she gave me those uncomfortable feeling like ' I don't want Chloe to be here'... I wanted to peace myself out... I don't hate her... Its just, she doesn't want me to be there... Invisible...

Then Chong Wei suddenly IM-ed me and asked me which part am i in Teluk Chempedak... I was like ... 'I'm going back'... So waited outside of McDonald's beside the electric... thing... And i was like be careful of my steps... so i took a peep inside the McDonald's and he spotted me... I immediately jerked my head back and hide behind Goh's back and screamed... I didn't want him to see me because i scared about the 4 years crush thing that he still remember.... He came out without our knowing and Goh gave us a fright by shouting a 'WHOA!!!!' and i was like looked what happened and he was standing behind us... I think that he didn't see me and he asked 'Who's going back?' and i jerked my head out and said 'me'...

What an awkward day... I didn't enjoy at all... All i enjoy was talking to the 3 of my gang... I love them so much, even dad joked with me when i got home... No anger!

To make this clear
I'm scared of Hang Chong Wei because
I'm scared that he still
laughing that I'm the one
who's got rejected by him
and i was blindly in love with him
FOR 4 YEARS!!!
I didn't want to experience
the hand shaking thing
and the awkward thing...
But now i'm concentrating
on my LOVEY


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