[Sunday, May 11, 2008][5:39 AM]

Okay, this is madness or what... a girl like me, is like well, 'loving someone? go home and look at the Mirror!'... hmm, but i'm working on it... to be a good girl and the girl that is, well, people's girl... i want people to feel comfortable when they are with me... so i changed a lot... i became a non-hater person, i started to feel funny and smile when someone nags me... i was not myself...my sister said i became better and more coordinated and Vivianne was impressed, that i changed a lot... well, i'm happy because it's a positive change... well, this is not the point...

From the day that i was realizing that i love someone, i was like, oh god, are you sure?...
Yeah, i'm sure about everything... That was that day i saw him in Megamall
I was on the way to the Cineplex to watch 27 Dresses (you better watch that because the Benny and the Jets were cool, and you cant forget James Marsden's killer smile), i was in the Lower Ground, i was reading Galaxie then i looked up i was by the shop that he used to work at... i said Hi to him and he Hi-ed me back... We started a short conversation and Goh said 'uhhh, your boyfriend?'... i was like 'no, he's my brother's best friend'

Then, i started to realize, love started to grow, i can't control the feelings or even convert them into words... I don't know i like him or i love him? i was confuse i started to confess my inner feelings to my best pal, huimin... she was like , okay, well, it's a normal thing... Then i surveyed his picture and it even makes my heart beats even faster... hmm, i thinks its love...

But then, there's some problem... he is my brother's best friend and me and him do not start any conversation and i was broken when i get to know that he stopped working in Mega...

I wanted to see him like i wanted to see Ayumi Hamasaki... i love him yeah i admit it... but i must keep this as a secret... if my brother finds this out... I'd be doomed...

Well, may god protects him and i give all my love to him... i dont care if he knows it or not... but i'll reveal his name since this is a major website that no one will ever visit...

My mind is fulfilled with his name... Foong Tet Loon

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