i am so glad that i could stall sometime from work because i had this driving lessons...
i was doing well... thought that i can go for the trial the other day but my aunt didnt let me do it... probably it was my father didn't pay my aunt to do that...
overall it was okay... but i hate my working place... because it was a pressure... my aunt, pat was a total disaster... in the first place... i was standing beside her and ask 'what can i do to help eh?' in a nice polite tone... but she was like 'i am very busy right now so stop bothering me... I AM DYING' so i just sat down and do nothing...
i am rather that i am busy than sitting there doing nothing... well, i tried to tell my father to let me stop working at the end of March but he insisted me to go anyway...
second time, i was reading my Narnia as i was afraid of my aunt yelling at me like this. then he came to me and said 'you are so clever, you know how to sit here only la?' then i was like okay, if here comes third, i don't know her
third time... i did all those things perfectly and ask her what should i do next... she was like 'you every time call me then i forgotten what i was doing dy... stop bothering me...'
i tried to tell my dad what was going on but my aunt is my dad's sister... what should i do about it?
came back home yesterday, was brushing on my mood to welcome my brother and my sister back... so i tried to forget all those things happened and sing in my shower... Mirrorcle World was in my head only because i got the vibrato... so i sang my lungs out... and my brother was like 'shut up'... there is three things in this world that i hate people stopping me to do
1. hanging out with my friends
2. singing in the shower
3. SLEEPING!
okay... i still can put on that... so i went down, apparently didnt have the appetite to eat so i went to wake my brother up as my mom called me to... and he scolded me 'diu nia ma cao hi' and 'GET AWAY FROM HERE'
oh that does it... i am through waking him up...
those were the times and i was miserable... Life's like that and i feel like leaving
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oh... it was like i had the worst dream ever.. it was best at the beginning... then it turned out worst...
i was on the road.... on the way home... and ayu was doing her CDL concert... i was like... yay... haha.... then when i got home... my sister was using a knife abusing me by slashing me around....
then reality came... i messaged my sister... she said she dreamed of me too... i was not in this world anymore... weird huh?
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start this Day with thoughts... thoughts thoughts thoughts... i was thinking about my friends and stuffs... like how am i going to spend time with both of my BEST friends, what am i going to do in these 5 solid months... then thinking about Twilight's Edward Cullen's expressions, then thinking about Lucas Grabeel from High School Musical (people were thinking how weird am i not to think about Zac)...
then as usual, i woke up at 11 in the morning, i am not a girl, waking up that late... then as usual, i brushed my teeth and washed my face, took a cup of water from dry kitchen and switch on my PC to search on Ayumi Hamasaki of course... then lunch... fried rice...
then at about 2, Louise called me out because she wanted to shop for her National Service thing with Vivianne... sure i'll follow because i only have 2 more days in Kuantan with them... so i have to appreciate today although it's hard not to...
we went Parkson Ria, GREEN Point and some other places to shop... i at least drank a cup of coffee to bring up my Day... it was fun although i was carrying stuffs for them... it was fun, really...
then we went Kuantan Parade... Louise kept on ask whether i'll get scolded or not if i go home late... i said that they wont find a reason to scold me starting from 24th of December because staying at home for like months is like grounded for Life... so i started walking with them all evening and even, i made them late because i went buying cheesy wedges for my sister... since she was craving for it...
then i went home, as usual... i bathed and waited for dinner... at dinner, i asked my father whether i can go out for lunch or dinner or even hang out for like whole day with my friends... he said NO, if i want to hang, hang at home, not out... so i was thinking, it was not really fir to my friends, they are leaving but they are those who comes to my house to visit me? that doesn't really make sense...
then i was blasting my ears with JJ's new songs because it was nice blasting... then father called me down for long lecture time... he started shouting and say 'FRIENDS ARE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FAMILY? YOU KNOW THIS WORLD IS GETTING SO TENSED AND YOU ARE OUTSIDE HANGING OUT? OPEN MOUTH "FRIENDS" CLOSE MOUTH "FRIENDS" AGAIN... so? i have my luck to have friends like them... i don't even want to understand about economy because it makes me so, yucks... he started banging the chair to show me how much power he STILL have in this family... i was thinking, it's okay... there's more outside to make me feel better... like getting out of my Life and create a new one to live in... it's better out than in...
it's hard to study things that you don't like but you have to take it for another century... like History, i've been suffering from it for like so many years and now, i have to take it again... Jesus Christ...
then he was saying, your friends call you to do drugs, you go do la? oh FYI dad, if you said that, you don't know much about me, not single one of my facts... you don't know how much i hate drugs and tobacco... no one can force me to take drugs, even the holy God... no one can ever force me to do drugs... you don't even know me and you started to make conclusion out of me... i only want to spend 2 more Days with my friends but your fat ass scissors cut off my freedom... thanks for taking me for granted... i'm not yours... i'm my own and my pride and my dignity... i'm mine... not yours... just now my mother said somethine worst 'GOH asked you to go die, you die la?'
well, i dare say, if my friends understand me, i'll do anything that they asked for but i'll do nothing that's against my Will... i'd say the truth but you were babbling all around... i hate it... not even one of my family members understand me, so now vivianne, i think i'd take that 'I love my family' out of my list... i am not anymore... i am not... even my sister... i dont love her anymore...
Decode by Paramore was much better listened when you are at your worst mood ever... i mean when you think of Edward Cullen's look, you'd smile...
now i have to face my dull Life without my friends... Au Revoir my friends, Au Revoir my freedom...
i'd die for my friends... only friends who are close to my heart... we are the VLC!
VLC - Vivianne Louise and Chloe
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it was a Miracle! it is... i've been wanting to see JJ in like so many years, say, when i was in Form 1, and now... then, i was standing in front of the man! oh my gosh...i waited for JJ for like about more than 2 hours, standing in the front row... and i even got 2 pictures thathe was looking at my CAM!
Gosh... he was so damn cute!.... and erM, you know, when you are a friend of Louise, you'd chase him, i meant his car on the way back to KL... it was a blast you know... right after he got out of fans, he immediately jumped off to his Mercedes Van... then we started to chase him... Louise was like so nervous... and we sped just to attract his attention... THen, Louise honked him and he looked towards our direction and we bunch of girls were waving like HELL!!!!!
he waved back at us and said '危险'... it was so ... hard to explain... We exclaimed by yelling in our car.... and we waved at him again... so GREAT... it was a BLAST to see JJ... one great man... i love you....
oh yeah.... then, we went for this education fair... i went visit this NILAI, UTAR and BERJAYA... i was totally interested of this BERJAYA... because it covers subjects that i love... Event Management... it's great you know because i was really into wedding planner... so, this guy was explaining to me and i was like joking around with him... he is a great teacher... i personally do hope that i could be his student... i even took every single one of those bookmarks of his... GREAT...
then... it's winter festival!... we made 'Tang Yuen' to celebrate it... thought of bringing this festival with a good mood... but i learned that Louise and Vivianne going out for tea with Lai Ting (his friend)... so i was like... i wanted to go out with them but now ended up sitting at home waiting for Vivianne's answer... i'm worried.... i really am... i even ate half a bucket of chocolate to calm myself down... wine some more...
this is the coloured Tang Yuen... nice
half bucket this is
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Q: Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
A: i think so... i'd give excuses and run away
Q: Do you think anyone out there loves you?
A: i hope there'll be
Q: What do you currently hear right now?
A: Ayumi Hamasaki - Days
Q: Who did you hug last?
A: my sister
Q: Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
A: in my dreams... Heath Ledger... God, please bless him
Q: Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
A: nothing special
Q: Be honest, do you like people in general?
A: nope
Q: Who was the last person that left you a comment?
A: dont know
Q: Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
A: family or friends or prankster
Q: What do you think your best friend's doing right now?
A: hanging out i guess
Q: How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
A: i don't want one
Q: What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
A: thursday, unfortunately, nothing
Q: Do you think you like anyone?
A: yeah... always... crush, like, love
Q: Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
A: once when i was sick and i couldn't sleep
Q: Are you jealous of anyone right now?
A: yeah
Q: Do you like your first name?
A: chiang? i don't really
Q: Would you ever forgive someone if he cheated on you?
A: explain to me what's going on first
Q: Is there anyone you hate?
A: yeah
Q: What are you looking forward to in the next month?
A: nothing much
Q: When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
A: i messaged her?
Q: What color is your hair?
A: jet black
Q: Are you single or taken?
A: single
Q: When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
A: ayumi hamasaki's song RAINBOW
Q: Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
A: uhuh... but i don't really miss her
Q: Do you think you’re old?
A: nope... haha
Q: Are you afraid of the dark?
A: sometimes when i really need someone here
Q: Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
A: nothing
Q: Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
A: i wish to be like ayu... haha
Q: Can you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?
A: nope
Q: Do you talk a lot?
A: sometimes
Q: Can you play billiards?
A: what's that?
Q: When was the last time you cried really hard?
A: 6th of Dec while listening to Days
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Do you lie to get people to feel sorry for you?
why would i do that?
Are you over 18 and still live with your mom or dad?
i am not over 18 and i still live with my parents
If you could see your future in a movie, would you watch it?
yeah... sure... and i want a William Moseley in it!
If your best friend and boyfriend needed you, honestly who would you choose?
Best Friend... friends come first till boy boy
If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
why? i don't even know you
When and who was the last time you went on a date with?
yesterday, louise
What would you do if the guy you fancied told you he didn't fancy you back?
oh it's okay... nothing to be fancied about
Have you ever been called a dirty name?
my name with a word die
Have you ever kissed your best friends boyfriend?
ew...
What is the name of the school you go to/or use to go to?
tengku afzan
Who do you trust more then anyone else in the world?
myself
Name 3 people you can't live without.
ayu-san my friend and family
Would you date someone that wanted to wear your underwear in bed?
ewww....
Can you go a whole day without having a negative thought?
no way
Do you consider yourself selfless or selfish or somewhere in between?
between
Do you believe in reincarnation?
yeah... like Abraham Lincoln and John Kennedy
Name one thing you worry about running out of.
confidence and determination
Whose answers to this survey do you want to hear?
i don't even care
Did you get in a fight with someone today?
nope...
Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?
peacefully
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1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
elit institute
2. Who are you in love with?
A D
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
eww... gross!
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my shirt
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
sunday
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
my lego made car?
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
i'm still young
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no way...
10. Are you hot?
sometimes... haha
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
coke!
12. What are you wearing right now?
dont ask me this again please!
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
if i had one, i would wash them myself
14. Last food that you ate?
porridge
15. Where were you last week at this time?
at home
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yeah... JEANS
17. When is the last time you ran?
last friday
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
badminton
19. What is your favorite animal?
dogs
20. Your dream vacation?
london and japan
21. Last person's house you were in?
my aunt's house
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
heart injury?
23. Have you been in love?
always
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah
25. Last play you saw?
gymnastics
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
smile?
27. What are your plans for tonight?
sleep...
28. Who is the last person you sent a Friendster message or comment?
what was his name again?
29. Next trip you are going to take?
japan!
30. Ever go to camp?
yeah... it sucks
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
none
32. What do you want to know about the future?
what will i do?
36. How is your best friend?
she's unhappy i guess
37. Do you have a tan?
yeah... not fake!
38. What are you listening to right now?
Nelly Furtado - Say It Right
39. Do you collect anything?
Wine Bottles
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
gossip girls
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
last year... my bro was driving... so drama though
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yeah...
43. What does your last text message say?
what's for lunch?
44. Do you like hot sauce?
yeah
45. Last time you took a shower?
just
46. Do you need to do laundry?
not really
47. What is your weight?
38
48. Are you someone's best friend?
haha... i am...
49. Are you rich?
rich... in happiness...
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
watching forensic heroes
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